What a spiritual awakening feels like

A spiritual awakening can be scary,confusing and amazing all at the same time.
Your eyes sees things that you cannot believe but belief is the only thing you have to stop you going crazy.
You have moments of loving everyone and have such elation you glow from the inside out.
Your eyes seem to glisten and smile. Your hair shines in the sunlight like never before. You look blossoming.
Then you have days where you look pale and tired,you are struggling for energy and you look worn out. All you seek is the space alone to curl up and hibernate until this feeling subsides.
Each cycle of your transformation brings a very different appearance for the world to see.
You are swinging like a pendulum back and forth,dark and light,heaven and earth.
When is this rollercoaster ever going to stop taking you to great heights then dropping you so hard you think your never going to get back up.
But you do,you have too,something inside of you that keeps on fighting because you are curious of who you are truly becoming and you like the bits you have learnt about yourself so far.
You are exploring yourself  and wonder what else there is too be revealed.
That is what a spiritual awakening brings to us all. It is peeling back all those layers we hide behind.
It wants us too find what we are denying ourselves.Its wants us too show others who we truly are and not who we think they are looking at and what our own minds perceive us to be.
I have learnt so much on my journey that I didn't even know existed within me,like all of us I have conformed to who peoples perception of me as made me become.
I have felt weak and worthless. I have felt like I was a under achiever and I would never follow any dreams within my heart,but what I have learnt on my journey is that I am responsible for my own power,my own dreams and anything can be achieved if you take that first step to make it happen.
I have learnt when I have really prayed for something in my life and then it has not happened or not the way I planned,acceptance as played an important part in this. If something hasn't happened it was not part of my plan anyway and I feel blessed to accept what I will receive.
I speak to you all when I say we are our own creator, our minds can take us to places we have never been,great strength is within all of us and courage is always present. To take one small step brings dreams alive. The more we believe in who we are the more experiences we will encounter and great learning can be achieved.
So if you have that dream within your heart,mind and soul act on it,it is your true purpose calling.
How will you ever know what you are capable of achieving if you don't try. You have nothing to lose and you don't know where the journey is taking you.

Love,light and healing energies to you
Tm