The hardest thing I have found during my spiritual awakening is not finding my spiritual self but staying away from the darkness. The closer we get to finding our trueself the more our fears develop.
So what is fear? It's that word we use to describe who we think we are everyday. It is the thoughts that we have created to hide behind.It is the actions of others that have left us doubting who we are.
We have become moulded to these thoughts of ourselves and we use this persona to deal with things in the present and how we deal with life.
If we think about it what are we actually fearing and why do we give such power to just one word.
If we fear the past it has already happened so we are no longer living in it.If we fear the now we are allowing that fear to grow.If we are fearing the future how can we fear what we cannot see or predict as it has not happened yet and it could turn out differently to what replays in our mind and may be a good outcome. I have found during times of stillness that our biggest fear of all is not what is around us but what we hold inside, that light which just says let it go. We are scared of finding who we truly are. If we let our identity of who we think we are go then it will be like losing a best friend.
Don't forget it has taken you all your life to create you and who you are now. Trust now plays an important part because if we truly trusted we would not allow fear to consume us.
So why do we find it so hard to trust ourselves and become whole?
Is it because we have been let down so many times by people we trust?
Is it because we believe who we think we are and our thoughts are our own so we are responsible for them?
Have we hidden ourselves behind so many masks and only shown the world who we think we are but deep inside between all the madness of our own minds we are denying ourselves the true self which can be found buried between all of the rubble.
Each and everyone of us was born into the light.We was a child stepping out into a world of the unknown relying on others to guide the way.
Throughout each stage of our journey so far we have had many experiences that have contributed to who we think we have become.
If we return to the beginning and take our first breath and we have had no external negative influence from life or from others who we meet on our paths. what would we now be left with?
We would be who we wanted to become our creator of our own destiny.
We would not wish to feel negative,scared,fearful,not good enough,the list could just go on and on.
We would remain exactly where we wanted to be and that is in the true light of what we are.we wouldn't rely on others to provide us with love as the love we hold for ourselves would be enough and to hold true love for ourselves makes it easier to share love with others.
So in reflection of this you are the light,the love and all things beautiful and you are deserving of it all
So the next time fear faces you love it as you love yourself and watch it disappear as love conquers all.
Love,light and healing to you all
Tm
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