Spiritual awakening and the words we use

How many times of your day do you think I should have done that,or I would have done that,or I could have done that?
We are all guilty of using these words and I suppose they have become so instilled within us that we don't even consciously know that we live our lives by these words.
If we take these words and use them within our life's circumstances they come up so often.
For example if you were looking to change your career path and a perfect opportunity had been placed before you how do you think these words would have any relevance to your choice.
The perfect job has been offered and the mind chatter begins while different scenarios are being played out within you mind.
I should have done that as already made your mind up that it has been and gone and the opportunity is now vacant from your life.
I could have done that,you have made the choice to say I could have but I didn't so that opportunity is no longer available.
I would have done that but you are telling yourself I was capable of doing that and it is like you are giving yourself reassurance that even though the opportunity as now gone you were willing to give it a go,but the time frame as lapsed.
All of the scenarios above were dictated by the words that you think,but the one word that isn't there is fear and what would happen if you just accepted it.
Those words would not have existed.
If we were given a time frame and knew the exact date and time we would return home how do you think those words would fit into our descions?
They would not exist as we would embrace every opportunity before us and we would cram as much into our lives as we could possibly do.
A bit like a bucket list everything we wanted to experience we would not even consider turning it down or wasting our energy looking at it from a negative point of view.we would just go for it.
We would make the time to spend with the ones we love.
We would help the stranger who has asked us for change for a cup of coffee.
We would take the job offer before us too see what the experience would be like.
We would travel the world if this is what we desired.
The list would go on and on.
But what we all have to realise is that we are all here in the here and now and these opportunities and our dreams want to be experienced and they are there before us.we just have to go for it.
Look at me I never thought I would be writing blogs,I had a misdiagnosis last year and one of my wishes was sharing with you all what I have learnt on my spiritual awakening.
I have chosen to stop using words to talk myself out of a descion which will bring hope to others.
I have overcome the fear and woken from a world of illusion into the truth.
We can become anyone we wish to be.

Love,light and healing energies to you all
Tm