As I started to get older, my prayers remained consistent morning and night, I would even find myself, my mind still, talking away to my Father, a natural flair, a normality, my best friend.
Sometimes, hours would pass, so much shared, always a feeling, like my Heart, resembling a feather.
Always saying thank you, a wave, sincere, so grateful.
I never questioned my Faith, always a closeness, a longing, feeling loved.
Why would I not want to feel this, why would I decide to not pray, my connection with my Father lost.
I could never comprehend this, my tears falling at the very thought.
My younger years, a freedom, an innocence, the view in my mirror, I saw my soul, alive, light, full of dreams.
My Blue eyes sparkling, resembling the brightness from the stars.
My smile, no force, just beautiful, creating Two perfect dimples, settled within each cheek.
My walks, my journey in my mind, my path, no question, no searching, just guiding by Gods light.
I loved each season, each bringing a different perspective on my view our beautiful world.
I loved Spring, with its new beginnings, newly planted seeds, ready to be nurtured by the Earth, creation of things so beautiful.
I would watch for hours as I sat on the Green Grass watching the new leaves emerge, with all their colours of vibrancy.
The summer, I would love rolling down the hillsides, my trips to Malvern hills, the never ending picnics, the food freshly baked by my Mother, neatly placed within the family woven basket, each of us eager to help transport it to our favourite picnic spaces.
The summer holidays, hours upon our favourite beaches, making sandcastles and watching the sun sets.
Sitting upon the oceans edge, my soul syncing with each roll of wave, the Blue waters enticing my still, visions emerging, my writing ever present in my heart and my mind, busy, scrambling all the letters together, creating wonderful stories to tell my younger siblings at bedtime.
Autumn, wow, I see this season as our Change, our transformation, everything falling, leaving, preparing itself for the next chapter, the next new, the next year.
Winter, rest, a need to reflect, appreciate, let go, prepare for the new.
During my life, I have taken so many instances, viewed them, allowed the purpose to become evident with patience and time and with this came additional knowledge, experience and growth, all needed for my soul at this time.
I describe so much beauty and this will forever be present, tears though have been present too.
Many times have my tears fallen, sobs released from my chest and my Two hands covering both my eyes in despair, fallen to my knees and my Fathers name I have called upon to ease my pain, comforted that he is with me and hears my call for help,
I have introduced a little bit about myself, I don’t know which way my words will create, what will be there for you all to read, I just trust that my words are supported by my Faith, my dreams and visions,
Love, light and healing energies too you all
Tm
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