Chapter One Page 2
I came to realise, I was no different from any other within this world.
Yes, we don’t look the same, unless we are identical twins, or other multiple births, where features resemble the other.
Unique as an individual we all are, our own gifts, our own dreams, our own paths for our feet to tread.
One thing we all have the same, our spiritual self, encased within a Human shell, here at this time to learn, grow, find Strength, Courage, Hope, Faith, Knowledge and Wisdom.
Your eyes, capture what my eyes see.
Your senses enticed by the aromas within our world.
The lights that present before you, that may be missed, they are there.
I look back on my journey, just walking an unknown road, trusting in where I was being led.
Why did I trust the light before me, no fear, no uncertainty, no ego in my head, planting doubts and creating sinking sand for my tiny feet to become stuck.
I trusted in the hands that were guiding me, big and strong, feeling so secure, no feeling of falling.
When I was a child small, I always knelt by my bed, my head resting, with my hands in prayer.
No one taught me how to pray, or told me this was a necessity, to me it felt so natural, morning and night, I would share my hopes and dreams with my Father, thanking him for my beautiful Angels, who sat with me each night and watched over me as I slept.
Life as a child gave me the freedom to communicate with my inner child.
If My Inner child felt safe, so did I.
I remember One Sunny day, holding my older Sisters hand, walking to school, along the lanes, Five years old I was.
I noticed how the sun rays, transformed the White Blossoms, lighting up the street, attatched to the trees of Hundred or more years.
I noticed, how the sky, perfect Blue, with tones of Blues and White, when I looked within the sky, my eyes saw more.
I saw the creation of another world, I named this Heaven.
I could sit for hours just watching the sky, watching the movement, glimpses of my Heaven, seeing different angles of my perfect world.
How could I know in my Heart, really truly know, Heaven was watching over me.
I was 5 years old, where would such imagination be created in my daydreams and my visions.
I learnt as time passed to trust in the visions being shown, It felt like my Heart slowed down, to near stopping, my mind empty, stillness within, a journey within my mind, so vivid, so colourful, so captivating.
Different from a dream, when sleep is evident.
As years passed, the visions stayed, the prayers continued and to this day, I still sit and watch the sky pass, glimpses of another world, taking me back to a child of small.
Life still brought me challenges and trials, I still felt tears of sadness, like every other, I still felt pain and hurt, like my Heart was being ripped open.
I have learnt that life is not easy, there are struggles, there are times when things get too much and the Boulder appears upon your shoulders, dragging you down, understanding, that life can get dark at times, isolation can set in and the mind can torment you, your dreams slowly fading.
It is impossible to live life as a spiritual being all of the time, Yes, there are glimpses throughout the day, that would be so amazing, no distraction from the chaos within our world.
Why?
Because we are human, chosen to live a human life.
What I have learnt is to find a balance between the Two.
When the storms come, I go quiet, sit in the still, still my mind and search for an answer from a higher perspective.
I’ve learnt every trial has a beginning and an end, with much growth to be gained, much Strength to feel and more courage to hold onto.
Love, light and healing energies too you all
Tm
04/08/2021
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