Spiritual blogs: March 2024

Saturday, 30 March 2024

Did The Silence Choose Me

I love this moment, the nothing, no noise

Even writing my words, only a vision lay before

My Fingertips as they type away, glide silently over my keyboard

Listen, what do you hear, do you hear the silence

I love, this time, just me, my own, my self

I sit, I stand, I lay within the silence

I float upon my back, the Oceans Blue

I don’t hear the slight ripple of the waves, silence surrounds

I join the skies, carried gently by the White clouds, no noise

I love the now, my eyes take in the beautiful view

I am not distracted as I write, I chose this time

Others fast asleep, my cat no purr can hear

Did I choose this silence or did it choose me

Love, light and healing energies too you all

Friday, 29 March 2024

My Time Within The Clouds

I sit within the fluffy, cotton wool in sense, comfortable

I have no urgency, I am in freedom, I open my favourite, my book with words

I read attentively, I let out a slight giggle

Reading a line out loud, my voice in awe of the character

I feel a slight sway, the wind gently passing by, moving my view so slight

My life perfect from this height, perspective, no distractions

My book I place by my side, my hands behind my head

I take it all in, delightful, beautiful, wonderful

My book again calling me, I return, I notice this time the Purples

The pages no longer White, Purples with their healing energies

Caressing each page, energy flowing through each finger

I love this time, just me, my cloud, my words and my healing energies

Love, light and healing energies too you all

My Nanny With The Crazy Hair

My Grandsons call me crazy hair, curly as natural

Sleep brings another vision, I swear I roll around, wetting my hair,

my Menopausal sweat

As I wake, a frizz, not any frizz, unruly, untamed, crazy

No brush is a match for this tousled, mangled mess

Who am I, why the fight each morning, I do smile,

in fact I giggle, whilst tugging my hair

I dare not answer my front door, sometimes though this is unavoidable

The poor postman, or delivery driver, just stood in disbelief, jaw dropped at my sight

A different look from the morning before, professional in sense

What is the answer, a hair net, a shower cap, or else, I can just leave it crazy

Yes, such freedom in this thought, crazy it is

Love, light and healing energies too you all

Wednesday, 20 March 2024

I Trust In My Journey

Questions I would ask, one’s on life

I would search, get frustrated, not patient

I searched and searched, everything a muddle

My light feeling dim, everything cloudy, not clear

My Twenties, My Thirties, My Forties, now, how do I feel

I no longer search, I am patient, I hold Faith, relaxed

My answers come easily, no rush, in divine time, when I am ready to accept

I have learnt to let go, not become frustrated, hinder my spiritual growth

I have learnt in life an amazing lesson, don’t push

Don’t control, in having Faith, the answers will always come

My light will shine brighter, everything clear, understandable

No more questions asked, I Trust in my journey

Love, light and healing energies too you all

I Am All Things

I am like the trees, I am tall, slender, sway with the breeze

I am the sunshine, I radiate, a ray of beauty, I bring warmth

I am the snow, not cold, I bring White, a peace, calm

I am the rains, I am refreshing, I am new, I bring growth

I am the seasons, I am forever changing, evolving, transforming

I am the different colours, resemblance of an Artist pallet

I am the time, I am existence, a person, within this History

I am a writer, a giver, I share, I create, I teach

I am all things, i am each breath, a memory, a glimpse

I am an energy, vibration, a path, a piece of humanity’s jigsaw

I am the same as you, I am at One with all

I am, can be so many things, a part of my experience in this life

Love, light and healing energies too you all

Monday, 18 March 2024

I Never Gave Up

I take hold at the start of the Rainbow, a slight pulling

It’s energy welcoming me, a whole new path awaits me

Not straight, an Arc with many colours, which one shall I stand first

My steps in sync with the colour, where will this lead me

I walk upon the unknown, I’m fine, assured

This path will lead me somewhere, I believe it will

No urgency in my steps, neither big, nor small

I am half way, still I feel excited, my unknown

I am ready to meet my end, I sit down, hold tight

I am falling, neither fast, nor slow, paced, patient

What do I find, my end as arrived, Nothing

Not what my eyes can see, something more precious

I held Belief, this is my gift, I never gave up

Love, light and healing energies too you all

My Path Leading To A New World

My life, my path evolving, never the same, sometimes unrecognisable

Trust always with me, my path is part of my experiences, my growth, my strength

Sometimes my path has hurdles, a brick wall, a crossroads

Sometimes there are Rainbows, visions clear ahead

My path continues, many more years I hope

I am still yearning for Growth, learnt lessons, Wisdom

A new world is emerging, I am excited to be a part of this

A world with change, evolution, a New Age, transformation

I want to witness a world, my loved ones will remain

I wish to offer them Wisdom, Knowledge, Strength, courage from my experience

Our Two worlds merging as One, Faith within

In this moment, I am walking the path, my feet are guided to walk upon

Love, light and healing energies too you all

My Perfect View

My vision from a child, to return each evening to a cottage quaint.

Hidden within the hillsides, the roots of the trees, an motorway under ground

Each early morn, the windows parted upon opening

Inviting the sound of the Birds chorus, a perfect ledge, my butterfly lays

The sunlight, so delicate, laying upon my perfect White Cotton sheets

The smell from the grasses Green, enticing my nostrils to inhale deeply

How sweet my beautiful sanctuary, changing with each season

Be it the Winters frost, followed by the snowflakes, my Green, now crisp White

The springs, with their array off colours, the ever growing flowers, colours galore

The Summertime, with the warmth, the Honey Bees greet

Autumn, the transformation, the leaves falling and the colours Brown emerge

Oh, how I love my cottage quaint, my perfect vision, my perfect view

Love, light and healing energies too you all

Saturday, 16 March 2024

Wings Within Our World

I sync with nature, my beauty enticing Earths energy

I resemble a magnet, my love and light, calling out

Who is there, I need not search, wings join me

Not One, nor Two, many, all dancing around my whole

Adding their own energy, a vision from the skies, a gift

Swirling, dancing, swaying, movement, a leader

Universal energies capturing this moment, projection begins

Humanity given, love and light, healing, peace

Stand within nature, a magnet you become

A snap shot taken, projection continues

You too, surrounded by the wings, healing our world

Love and light becomes, wings within our world

Love, light and healing energies too you all

The Distance

I spot a light, I cannot touch it, quite not reach it

I am in an illusion called life, all around a vibrancy

My eyes, no veil obstructing, a world, new, exciting

I need this, I belong there, it’s calling me, my new home

How do I get there, I’ve been walking the same path

I have never diverted, been open to change, fearful

Why does it now feel so right, what have I missed

A new world calling, as it been there all along

Was my birth planned, a part of History I become

Will this piece remain hidden, silent, until humanity catches up

I will follow my light in the distance, a Hope One day to touch

For now I will enjoy the journey, the experience, the light

Love, light and healing energies too you all

Follow Your Soul

What is an inspiration, is it a creation, dream

Do I inspire myself, others, a form of Art

What do I do with what inspires, do I observe

Hold it within my hands, mould it, produce

What would I say inspires me, the written word

In vocal sense, a song, a rhyme, a message

How do I inspire others, I will continue to practice this

As a child, my soul called out, a writer you will be

Our souls know our inspiration, it guides us well

Inspiration is open, continuing to evolve, change

Our inspiration, never silenced, just waiting

To inspire ourselves, a teacher for others

Love, light and healing energies too you all

Friday, 15 March 2024

Peace Where Are You

Where do I find peace, what does it look like

How does it feel, can I touch it, hold it

Where does Peace originate, do we all have it

Can I share peace, can I borrow someone else’s

Peace, where do I find you, I know of you

I think you may even show up sometimes

You don’t stay for long, I hear noise, chaos

Are you found inside of me, I am searching

Peace, are you hiding, is this a game, I count

Will you come looking for me, do I just wait

A clue you have just whispered, it’s with me

Inside, be found you say, in I go, I still, in Peace

Love, light and healing energies too you all

My Old Self Upon The Ground

I see Upon the ground, skin, fallen from a frame

It resembles old, worn, used,wrinkled, coiled like a snake

I dare not touch it, pick it up, take it with me, not mine

I walk away, I feel different, I feel light, free

I keep on walking, no more heaviness, my step quicker

I long to know this feeling, why the search, just let it go

Unaware I am transforming, evolving, changing

I no longer recognise, I have to accept, believe

My old self left behind, no longer serving me

Carrying all my baggage, collected throughout my life

My skin, no longer my heaviness, resemblance of a past

A new, stepping into a future, One which is waiting

Love, light and healing energies too you all

My Faith Forever Present

My Father In Heaven, your footprints, my feet sink, always forever, never alone

We have shared so much, placed within my Mother’s womb, you’re hands delivered me

Rocking me to sleep and bringing a comfort to my tears

You taught me too smile, own my own emotions, never judging

Through you, I share prayers throughout humanity

I respect the lands and all who exist within it

I view the nature you have given, feeling the drops off rain, warmth from the sun

I welcome your beautiful Angels, with me every day, my deliverer with wings, upon

Last breath

My Faith, my Belief, my open path, guided by lights

I will never lose sight off my home, the darkness will never dim it, my Father ever

Present

Love, light and healing energies too you all

Tuesday, 12 March 2024

Who Will Meet Me In Heaven

Who will meet me in Heaven, who’s hands will take mine

Who will hug me, kiss my cheek, smile into my face

Who will lead me through God’s gates, walk me through the Greens

Pick a Red Rose for me, sit with me on God’s White Bench

Who will run with me through God’s garden, sit underneath a tree

Who will chat with me, talk again our memories shared, no sadness

Who will sit with me, watching my life’s events unfold, understanding

Who will just let me cry, heal, observe my life’s lessons, my dreams

As I write this, loved ones come into my mind, my Heart brimming with love

They are waiting in God’s garden, they keep the grasses Green, watering my Rose

My White Bench, they polish everyday, until my time comes, light they send

My Heart holds the One’s who are waiting, they never left me

Love, light and healing energies too you all

So Many Things

What, who, why, where, was, has been

A flicker, a switch, a shock, an energy

Vibration, particle, star, piece, transmission

Journey, travel, lucid, dream, illusion

A question, answer, searching, longing

Finding, exploring, experience, experiment

Looking, lens, camera, microscope, telescope

Inner self, soul, feeling, belonging, wanting

Life, existence, human, evolution, dying

Evaporate, dissolve, incarnate, resurrection

Transcend, time travel, imagination, creation

Forevermore, Heaven, Earth, Breath, Blessing

Love, light and healing energies too you all

I Am

I am a believer, I have Trust, I hold Hope

I never give up, no matter how hard it is

I own my tears, my pain, my hurt, my thorns

I understand my purpose, my path, my dreams

I never lose sight of my light, my Heaven

I connect with nature, I soak up the sun

I catch the rain, skip along my Rainbow arc

I communicate with my Angels, my friends

I lay within the grass, place a flower behind my ear

I run with the Butterflies, make honey with the bees

I am an ear, an observer, a shoulder, a listener

I am who I am, I am all things beautiful, a being

Love, light and healing energies too you all

Thursday, 7 March 2024

My Peace Again Found

I stand in the middle, the open air, the centre

My arms are stretched upwards, reaching

I feel a pressure, so slight, my palms

My Father In The Sky, meeting me, we join

We are silent, no words are exchanged, just love

I need this right now, my inner chaos healing

My palms, surrounded by intense White light

I will stay in this moment, not wanting to let go

I have no rush, I have this time, I decide when to leave

My Father will not leave me, he does not hurry me, reject me

I breathe, I’m relaxing, my palms releasing, chaos, silent

Thank you to my Father In the sky, my peace again found

Love, light and healing energies too you all

Wednesday, 6 March 2024

My Dream Brings Freedom

I’m off, I leave, my front door shuts

I breath, I walk, I join, I meet

I sync with the long blades of Green

My fingers grab a flower, as I pass by

I smell, take in, soak up, the aroma

I settle underneath, my favourite tree

My backpack meets the ground, food unpacked

My lid unscrewed, my bottle of fizzy, bubbles

I butter my warm scone, a layer, cream and jam

I change position, lay upon my checked blanket

My side, I rest on my elbow, read my book

I close, rest, lay flat, follow the sun rays

My eye lids close, I dream, I’m free

Love, light and healing energies too you all

I Cry

I want to cry, I can’t, I’ll be seen

I am hiding, from my pain, my fear

I hold on so strong, my ribs ache, hurt

I need a release, a hug, an understanding

I am walking, I feel lost, in my own mind

I STOP, I PRAY, I CALM, I FEEL PEACE

I cry, I cry, I cry, why, I will not hide

I feel my pain, hugged by God’s love

I am understood, loved, empowered

Love, light and healing energies too you all

Our Masks Seen

I take my first mask off, who am I

My second falls away, still no clue

My Third, I’m feeling lost

My Fourth, I give up, a long way to go

How did my masks create, acceptance

Why do some stay longer, hold tight

Why do some hurt, cause pain, tears

Why do some show a smile, Hope

We all have masks, our layers, our ego

Our masks do not define, they are a show

Internally look inside, no mask, our Truth

Heal your masks, ease the burdens, seek your truth

Love, light and healing energies too you all

Sunday, 3 March 2024

Today I Am

Today, my wings open, I am beautiful, colourful, a Butterfly

Today, I am busy, I buzz, hardworking, a Bumble Bee

Today, I carry leaves, twigs, I’m part of a line, an Ant

Today, I gallop through the Greens, a beautiful horse

Today, I whistle the most sweetest tune, a bird upon a branch

Today, I jump in and out of the waves, admirers waiting, a dolphin

Today, my mane of Golden, true strength, a lion

Today,I am free, I swing from tree to tree, a monkey

Today, I am human, I have an ego, I hold fears, scared

Today, I have dreams, I hold back, forgotten

Today, I need to follow my Animals, embrace in nature

Today, I am human, I have Hope, Belief, Faith

Love, light and healing energies too you all

My Story

Chapter 5. Page 16

Today, I have thought long and hard, which true encounter shall I share with you all.

It was a hot Summers day, I decided to join nature, my Boxer dog Bruno, walking faithfully by my side.

Our walk we did daily, today though felt different, as I walked, I was experiencing a meditative state, my prayers with me on my journey.

I felt God’s White light glowing around me, the energy flowing through my crown chakra, the vibrational energy felt amazing.

I felt alive, connected to my Father, his light a subtle heat, a comfort, a beautiful.

I stop, I don’t know why, a spot, just on the edge, overlooking the houses below, resemblance of a small village.

Just then I requested my Angels to also join me, as if by a guidance I could not see, only feel, my Two hands cupped, looking up towards the skies, a gift on its way, a beautiful White Feather, not at all large in size, very petite, with such softness, landed straight into my open hands, I closed, just incase my gift flew away again.

My smile just grew, I said thank you, placing my feather into the pocket of my cotton shorts.

I do believe in miracles, I have experienced so many, I don’t need my miracles to prove there is more than just our own existence, I feel grateful that my miracles come to me to share with you all.

I have lost count on the miracles I have received, it doesn’t matter though how many, each one feels as precious as the one before.

Love, light and healing energies too you all

Saturday, 2 March 2024

My Story

Chapter 5 Page 15

What will Chapter Five bring, I’m excited, I think I will share with you all, my true angelic experiences

Which one first, let me think.

I feel this One is a good place too start.

In 2008 when everything went a little crazy but utterly beautiful but confusing all at the same time, my Angel experiences became even more visual, I can only describe it like my world and theirs becoming One.

I would walk down the street, feathers guiding my walk, coins, I found many, signs were everywhere, a smile constantly upon my face.

A good friend of mine an Angel necklace brought, I would hold it within my fingers as I prayed.

My small cupboard in my galley kitchen getting filled daily by books given to me, not asked for, each title including the word Angel.

Rainbows appearing with no rain and my beautiful Angel numbers that still guide my life daily.

What I didn’t realise at this time, my Angels we’re taking every aspect of my human life and throwing it into light, at times I sat alone in the dark, my little light though, yes, it may have seemed far away but I never lost sight of it.

One day, caught in a storm, the tears flowing, my heart aching with the thorns digging in deeper, my knees I’m sat, hoping the hurt would leave, then it arrived, a warmth, a stillness, a gentle voice, a certain knowing, all would be okay.

I felt my Angels presence In the darkness, I noticed the light burning brighter, I felt peace.I am not alone.

Love, light and healing energies too you all

Hold On

Hold on, don’t let go, don’t give up

Why? Storms come to an end, growth happens

Light within becomes brighter, Strength is found

Courage is felt, Rainbows will follow

Hold on, believe, hold Faith, go with the flow

Explore nature, smell the flowers, dance in the sun

Dip your toes into the waters, the raindrops on your face

The coldness of the snowflakes, melt upon your palms

Hold on, you are not alone, you have Angels

They walk by your side, they watch over as you sleep

They dry your tears, hear your prayers, a feather they leave

Hold on, don’t let go, don’t give up

Love, light and healing energies too you all

Friday, 1 March 2024

So Much In The Nothingness

I allow my fingers to type, I don’t know what I will create

I let them feel light, no restriction, no block, just energy

A flow, so perfect, so beautiful, colourful like a Rainbow

Resemblance Of the raindrops that fall, no stop signs

What words will appear, where will they go, what will be seen

What will be written, be read, be placed within a book

Who knows, I don’t, I’m fascinated, let’s go, what will appear

What will be shared, Found, guided, a message written

A nothingness found, in the nothingness, just now, one breath

No noise, just still, no echo, no space, no time, just everything

What is this, if nothing can be seen, be felt, a smell, a noise

This is called belief and Faith, there’s so much in the nothingness

Love, light and healing energies too you all

My Wings They Make Me whole

I open up my wings, erect upon my back

Off I fly, I’m going fast, freedom now on track

I smile, I laugh, I giggle loud, I’m loving this, it’s bliss

As I fly over the rooftops, my hands outstretched, a kiss

I am free, it’s perfect, the worries Of the day, released

I swim in the Blue, lay on clouds off White, my soul is feeling pleased

I carry on, up I go, I even do slight dive

I’m feeling blessed, I’m grateful, my breath, I am alive

I not want this time to end, fly, I can do all day

My wings within the Blue skies, on my clouds I lay

Freedom, I need this more, it soothes my Gentle soul

I know just where to find it, my wings they make me whole

Love, light and healing energies too you all

I’m Not Alone

Pulling on my cobbled boots, hair tied in silken bow

My corset tight, my skirt filled out, petticoat of low

My skin porcelain, slight blush on cheeks, lips, the colour Red

I grab my bag, I Meet the street, laying up ahead

My handkerchief, White Of Lace, matches so my gloves

A street of Greet, before it meets, quaint shops, I so do love

In I go, I settle down, gloves roll off both my hands

I look around, antiques I spot, collected from Ones land

Before I see, a gentle smile, belongs to elder so

Her face, her skin, her map of life, still it so does glow

She lays so quiet, a Silver tray, carrying tiny cups

Then she pours, the tea of heat, taking tiny gulps

Then to her left, standing tall, a mirror, reflection see

Hair, slight Grey, her eyes slight puff, I’m looking back at me

My gloves placed back, up I stand, into the streets, I roam

A poem I thought, create tonight, instead I’m not alone

Love, light and healing energies too you all

No Longer

I need to be somewhere, anywhere, spend time with me

I need the noise to stop, I want silence, stillness

I want to swim within the oceans, sit upon a branch

I lay upon a sandy beach, just read my book

Why is humanness so difficult, also so beautiful

Why are the lines of life so curvy, not straight

Why can’t life just be simple, no rush

Why can’t life be like the dreams we have, perfect

I will take me off somewhere, peaceful, I breath

I will place my face upwards, radiate, within the chill

I know my place, my meditation, my travel

No longer do I need, I am here, I’m still

Love, light and healing energies too you all